Sitting, Waiting, Wishing

I am sitting at the airport waiting to board my plane and wishing I wasn’t on the verge of throwing up. 
I am sitting here dreading what this week has in store for me. 
I am waiting and trying to understand.
I am wishing for a sunny day… 
It has been a rough week. I guess if was bound [...]

Letter To Someone

I still think of you. I know I shouldn’t, but I do. Sometimes it sneaks up on me in the night, sometimes in the unexpected bright light of day. It shouldn’t matter anymore, you know. You don’t belong here now. And yet sometimes, there you still are.
Sometimes I let myself daydream about what might have [...]

Hope Floats

I’m sitting here at 2 AM in the morning watching Hope Floats.
During the sappy moments I can’t help but think of the last time I felt that way.
You know, that awkwardness of the beginning, feeling safe when in their arms, the spinning of everything around you, the way time stands still, the fast beating of [...]

Color Me Beautiful

For a long time when I looked at myself, I felt more like an outline inside of a coloring book with the inside not filled in yet. All the standard features were there but the colors, zigzags, and textures that made up me weren’t quite there yet. God’s vibrant reds and golds are helping some but [...]

Grown Up

This is what it feels like? 
I knew it was bound to happen but I didn’t expect the slap in the face like its been these past few weeks.
It really began to hit me when my friends started dealing with “real” issues.
It was no longer the young relationship drama. This was serious “I don’t think I [...]

Now for anyone that knows me would know I am a trooper. I will put up with a bunch of crap and not give up on a person. 
I will offer my support. I will offer my hand. I offer my car, my patience, my understanding.
I will stay up until the sun comes up until you [...]

Being Twenty-Something

They call it the “Quarter-life Crisis.” It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are many things about yourself that you didn’t know and may not like. You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you [...]

Now for anyone that knows me would know I am a trooper. I will put up with a bunch of crap and not give up on a person.
I will offer my support. I will offer my hand. I offer my car, my patience, my understanding.
I will stay up until the sun comes up until you [...]

Frosty Graves School District

Frosty Graves is a term I heard to describe the grove when I was a member of the Student Alumni Relations Council from our advisor who was also an alum from PU.
I decided to attend a school board meeting instead of another city council meeting since I didn’t really enjoy the last meeting and I [...]

I’m In LVE

With my new I pod touch. I’m posting this from my new toy. Apple, you are my hero! 