I made a promise to myself and I kept it. It wasn’t easy but I did it.
So why do I still feel terrible?
Some things need to change–I know what they are
But oh do old/bad habits die hard and they are difficult to quit especially if you enjoy them.
Although several of my new habits have brought me to where I am now they served their purpose and now its time to move on.
So here’s to change!
Change: We don’t like it, we fear it, but we can’t stop it from coming. We either adapt to change or we get left behind. And it hurts to grow, anybody who tells you it doesn’t is lying. But here’s the truth…the more things change, the more they stay the same. And sometimes, oh, sometimes change is good. Oh, sometimes, change is…everything.
On another note: I’m ready to go. I’m ready to move. This trip has shown me that yes I’m ready.
So another promise:
I will not hold on to him. Its foolish that he is the reason I am sad to leave. Especially when there are several more worth while people to be sad about.
Here’s to growing up, to those who got us to where we are now, and to those who are waiting in our future to take us to the next place. Cheers!