“I ____ My Life”

I love my life…mostly. I am the luckiest girl in the world these days. In one week I will be going on one a big exciting adventure. I am really excited….well I was excited but lately I haven’t been. There must be something wrong with me. 
I go back and forth between extremes. I love my life, [...]

Flings and Things

“I’m all glued back together now. I make no apologies for how I chose to repair what you broke.”
its been seven months (but who’s counting really).
For each month there has been a new guy. Nothing serious I’m not ready to go there. 
What is the deal with all these guys? Why do I need/want their attention?
Why? [...]

A Year Revisited

I’m still not ready to go back and talk about this last year, So I’ll let my blog do it for me. Here are a few (okay a lot–I got a little carried away. But on the ones with more than one you can just read the BOLD post.) of post from this last year [...]

This Is Why We’re Friends

Because he’s beautiful. Not only that but he makes me feel beautiful and tells me I’m beautiful. 
We can people watch together. Him and I talk about guys together. We understand each other’s work ethic and obsession with schedules. 
Yes, he is great but what really brought up this post was his comment today about an ex. 
We [...]

Eww

I’m a horrible person. I’m okay with that.
Sometimes all it takes is a picture to remind you how much you are not missing. 
When I see him in a photo he seems fake. No, really he seems dead. Sometimes people bring him up and it just seems like he is dead as opposed to living somewhere [...]

LOL

I’ve had a really quiet morning today. Which only leaves my mind to wander and think of a million and one things. Most of those thoughts crack me up and make me laugh out loud. I’m not sure why but I’m not complaining. I’m home alone and laughing by myself at myself.
I still think about [...]

Getting Here

My life is great! I have no idea why I am so optimistic these days but I’m glad that I am. 
I have a crush on one of my professors. At first it started off as a joke but now I’m convinced that I actually do have a crush on him and its actually kind of [...]

Reality Check

I saw an old picture of him. He looked different. Even though that picture was taken during the time I knew him, or at least thought I did, it didn’t seem like him. Then I realized I was forgetting what he looked liked. I can’t remember his face. I remember little things. The way he [...]

What I Got, What I Want

The past three years I’ve been in two serious relationships. Guy #1, I dated for one day short of two years. Guy #2 I started dating three days after I broke up with Guy #1. It wasn’t a rebound, it should have ended a long time ago. I knew that but I just couldn’t be [...]

Thank You

For all the lonely nights,
All the tears I’ve cried
All the things you said
All the times you lied
Thank you, Thank you
For the crack in my heart that took forever to heal
Now there’s no scar,
No pain left to feel
Thank you, Thank you
You left me with no choice but moving on
It’s a mountain I climbed
A page that I [...]